Sunday, April 22, 2012 @ 1:41 AM | 0 Comment [s]
Just for once, i want someone to be afraid of losing me.
I've had enough. There are times when i think running away from all my problems and hide somewhere that no one ever knows are the best solution but at the end of the day, i know i can't. Entah. Mungkin aku yang degil. Ikut sangat kata hati tanpa memikirkan kesan yang akan datang. Kebahagiaan datang cuma sementara. Ni yang dinamakan dugaan Allah. Sape je aku nak menolah segala masalah. Masalah tak boleh dibuang mcm buang sampah. Lepastu lori datang amik. Too tired to be happy, too tired to be sad either. I'm all alone, with no one to hold. There is only me and my shadow. I can't put my trust on others because when i do, they show me the reason why i shouldn't at the first place. Maybe one day, i will realize that in this world, there is only me and the person in the mirror. No one else would be there. I've been hurt for too many times, i can't afford another heartbreak. Enough is enough.
Dear Muhammad Ridzwan bin Kamaruddin,
Its hard for me to forget you after what we have been thru. You've changed. I miss the old you. I'm sad, hurt, angry, mad, disappointed. But you know what? I'll put on a smile and move on. It will hurt but i will survive. Plese, dont give fuck to me. I won't force you to love me. But.... Awak, I wont stop loving you. Remember this okay? Saya doakan awak bahagia dengan orang yang tersayang. Take a good care okay? Solat jangan lupa. Tiang ugama! hehe.
Sincerely, A Girl With Broken Heart.
Please. what ever i do is not you bussines.